Close the book?

Came home last night, very late. Changed clothes. Checked my email. Got a few messages in my inbox. Only one mattered.

It was short. Compared to my mumbles, it was really short. Hated it because it was so short. Thinking back, maybe there weren't too many words because it would be waste to do anything anymore. The reply might also be just a mere gesture of kindness. Gosh, I am so bad, thinking the worst of people. One thing I learned from my MASA meetings, sangka baik kepada orang.

Today is a special day for me. Called up that person and he greeted me with a muah muah! I chuckled and gave a quick muah muah right back at him. Then he chuckled. He just got up to go on the Internet to chat and have a webcam session with me. So we did, while still on the phone. Aah, he looks so adorable especially with the sexy-just-got-out-of-bed look. His hair all messed up and his p.j looked like it just got out of the dryer, crumpled. I called him Mr. Crumple! Together, we reminisce back the reason why this special day became so special. We never get bored with the story, although told for a thousand trillion time. I told him that I miss him so much, and just can't wait to see him real soon. I got so much to yap about but he looks really sleepy... He went to bed but not without me getting my 6-point kiss.
-------what a story.. Wish it were true---------

Today is a special day for me. Supposed to be special for another person too, but I don't think he remembers. Even if he did remember, too bad it can't be celebrated anymore.. Together that is. Today is a day we would remember our most cherishable memory. Muahaha... not anymore I guess.

Maybe that is why I have all those dreams. They are wonderful dreams. It's only that when I wake up and realize they were only dreams. Urmm, dreams. I simply love my dreams. I really should have a book on my side table and write all the dreams I had and will have. I wish that the dreams wouldn't end.. then my book will be so full of wonderful long endless dreams... Haha. merapu tahap dewa!! Ooh, better yet is if the dreams came true. Then I can just close the book...