HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO

Happy Besday PIAN giler..

Home Sweet Home?

Alhamdulillah dah sampai Malaysia semalam at 9:30pm.. awal satu jam. Nice feeling? Well.. oklah. Not as bad as I though it would be.. But sedey when I saw all my friends' parents were already waiting at the arrival hall at 1030pm whilst my parents were no where in sight.. but then nampak minah cenonet kat tepi board, rupanyer Sharipah dok terjenguk2 dari tepi. Hahaha.. kelakar!

Malaysia is so damn HOT n so damn HUMID... kan best kalau dapat bawak weather Troy skang ke sini. Would be so nice! Urgh..

Anyways, sepatutnyer, every week kena wat something big n worth it... so let's get started. But with my mom always around, takley aah kuar. N Pian nak balik soon, kena rebut kereta. Demmit! takper, dia ada awek. Dia leh pau awek dia. muahaha

BTW, Ipan gave me a bouquet of flowers today. Just nice, bangun2 je kol 2 tadi, ada one huge dozen waiting for me outside with some chocolates beside it. Muah muah... Thank you. You're the best! My bestest buddy! cayunk dia.. muahaha

The reason

Song: Hoobastank - The Reason

Yup.. I am certainly not perfect and I really wish that I can undo a lot of certain things. Hmm.. It's interesting what people think of themselves... It's definitely interesting how you think of yourself...

You think you learn something new everyday.. maybe it's the same old thing you have learned before.. only you never realized that it was something to be learned.. Making sense here? Guess not. Well.. there's a reason for you to start over new.. Haha..

This song.. hmm, this song. I need somebody to listen to this song. Not just somebody.. that certain somebody. Dont know who... yet!

I hate this one particular feeling... heartbreak. And I mean it literally. Haha.. yosh, it may sound weird and sappy but it can happen. When you're sad, like really really sad.. you can actually feel your heart shatter.. Muahaha... and it's not a good feeling.

Can you be sorry for real? Can you actually forgive and forget? Can you be extremely sad until your heart breaks? Can you be really happy? until your heart jumps for joy? Do you need somebody else to make you feel sad or happy? Or can you just do it yourself? Is it easier to smile and laugh when you are alone?

Before I go... I just want you to know. I found a reason for me... to change who I use to be.. a reason to start over new... and the reason is you. I found a reason to show... a side of me you didn't know... a reason for all that I do... and the reason is you...

A reason? A reason to change? Shouldn't there be a reason to accept? Why to change? Stupid song!!

Impossible...?

my time is wasted... to always be by your side.. to take care of you...
but i will always try to give you all my best... for you to have everything...
but forgive me... time is not mine...

i will never have your love... your true love...
even though i love you... i let you own me...
for you to love me...i dont want you to be hurt
just forget me... dry up your tears

i just want you to be happy...
with the path you choose...
i will always try to give you all the best... for you to have everything...
but forgive me... time is not mine...

--my version of dygta's will never have---

2 more... 2 more...

Okies... the time to go has nearly come. AAARRGHHH NO!!!!!!!

Has anyone tasted Dolche de Leche yet? Urm, did i spell it right? OMG, it is totally a slice of heaven.. oklah, cant say heaven.. so it's totally a slice of the next nearest thing to heaven, my home. Muaha.. i mean Troy! Muahaha!! And has anyone tasted the Chocolate Peanut Butter Snack Bar? Awww, that one is schweet to the bones! And my fav, the Strawberry Bar.. people at Cheesecake Factory really know their thang cause every little bite of every little thing they have there is a winner!! YUMMYYYY

Oooh, last weekend, we went to Paintball or MASA Reloaded. Woohoo.. I got hit at the weirdest places. Muahaha.. but hey, it was all in good fun. It's pretty scary to see your friends coming at you with guns telling you they're gonna kill you! I hope it will never happen in real life.

So, today I have a class, MAU!!! Can't wait to go! Miss Malaviya.. he is totally the nicest and sweetest ol man on campus!!

Draftsssssssss

First of, Happy Birthday Irfan...! Muaxxx you're 22..

Nawaal dah balik, Amin dah pindah, Julie pun dah balik and Midwest aritu, basketball pompuan dapat nombor SATU!! woohooo.. alhamdulillah.. yea yea..

Recently, I've been having problems with the word 'default'. So I looked up the dictionary..

1. Failure to perform a task or fulfill an obligation, especially failure to meet a financial obligation: in default on a loan.
2. Law. Failure to make a required court appearance.
3. The failure of one or more competitors or teams to participate in a contest: won the championship by default.
4. a) Computer Science. A particular setting or value for a variable that is assigned automatically by an operating system and remains in effect unless canceled or overridden by the operator: changed the default for the font in the word processing program.
b) A situation or condition that obtains in the absence of active intervention.

Wow... I guess I relate more to the computer science term then..

The birthday months are coming soon. Hmm.. I love birthdays, especially my friends' since I can plan and eat cake. Yummy! BTW, eppi 1-day later birthday Ajan...

Today is the end of the third week of summer classes. MAU is so-so lah. Poor professor Malaviya, he seems to talk and talk but not everyone would listen. Shh... He is the nicest and most calm professor I ever met, I think so lah! Azam baru: dengar lecture dia!

Last nite we played Guessture, it's charades lah basically. It was lotsa lotsa fun. Nini is getting better, perghh aah. But still so funny lorr... good thing I gave her the game to improve herself. Good job Nini-san! You know what, charades is not only a game you play among yourself, it's real. What I mean is that people in everyday life conveys silent messages and it's up to the others to guess. Not being straight to the point can certainly be annoying though. Sometimes it is better to tell it raw, and sometimes it's better to code it through actions. But being human, most of the time we say what we don't mean. How's that lor?

Oh well.. just row row row your boat, gently down the stream. Merrily merrily merrily, life is but a dream. SO WAKE UP PEOPLE!!