the 24 hour emo trip of rpians..

one by one, everybody caught the Emo bug. i wonder who brought this ridiculous virus in the first place. it's too ridiculous that it's not even funny. troy, troy.. i pity you. all the anger, sadness, frustration, vented on ur ground.. but no worries, there will always be happiness. lotsa smiles.. lotsa laughters... to nourish back all the potholes... but for now, we must relinquish the Emo bug. it's making everybody emo sangat. and when semua orang terlalu emo, they tend to be selfish and buat dek ngan surrounding. and bila tak buat dek, buat orang sakit jiwa ajer... isk isk isk... Emo bug, you suck!! i dont like the emo bug, it loves to twirl around kat troy ni. i think ada pelepasan emo bug secara berleluasa kat seluruh dunia... isk, fuck u emo bug! bikin susah orang ajer...

u know

.: u know im nervous when i say 'stuff' and 'thingy' :.
.: u know im liking it when i say '... tau' :.
.: u know im hating it when i say '...' :.
.: u know im regretting it when i say 'sorry' :.
.: but then again, u dont know me :.

FUUUUUUCk it

holding a certain position forces u to make decisions.. ppl affected may like em or hate em.. but nonetheless, kena buat decisions gak. So forgive me, for all the freaking decisions yang i've made to make u think i'm fooling around! cause OMG, sakit jiwa nak rasa bersalah for every masam muka there is.. seriously, i dont need another muka masam for the week unless it's mine. it sucks to think that i made orang majuk ngan me.. seriously!! it sucks even more cause u cant taste the WIN since u cant even win ppl's hearts.. it sucks more and more cause the ppl's hearts u want to win are ur friends'... gethat i mean? i shouldnt be trying to please nyone since i've got a ton of self nurturing to do.. but heh, i'm MAN (or girl) enough to admit im wrong and say sorry when i know its my fault... but this is my blog and i want to VENT.. oh man, i sound so bitter..
NAWAAAAAAAAAAL.. u got my list of 10 things why it's sooo COOOL to be ija right...

FUCK IT

mixed up

Washington DC... wow! Just wow... the people, the place, the POLITICS... like OMG!!

word spreads out fast.. i mean F.A.S.T! Nak buat plan of action pun tak sempat, mmg totally blurred out by it. Mana mau taruk muka kalau semua orang tau... jalan sini jalan sana, tah2 derang pk 'Oh tuh budak RPI. Tak bagus la'... ke apa2 lah derang nak pk.. OMG... damage control needed. Ni bukan kes itik buntu lagik nie, nie kes itik buntu dah kena gelek hidup balik tapi penyek. Paham tak? Cam.. itik tuh dah mati kena gelek, tapi tah camner dia hidup balik. Mula2 suka lah dapat hidup balik, tapi dia tak sedar dia penyek. So bila dia sedar dia tuh dah penyek, dia sedey lah. Malu ngan diri dia.. mana ada itik penyek dalam dunia ni.

But oh well... all in all, it was a pretty good trip. I was the emcee at the event. The most fun part was when the ambassador walked in. He saw me at the podium and he actually waved at me macam kawan baru jumpa kawan. And i lambai back... *awww, chuckle* Memula nyanyi lagu Negaraku.. takde iringan lagu but ada iringan Ija.. tapi nasib baik tak dengar sangat, kalau dak hujan DC. Then lepas jadi emcee, nak gi makan. Skali Dr. Z tarik pi makan kat meja ambassador, siap duduk sebelah dia lagik....

Experience makan kat meja ambassador: Major sucking up...!! OMG, minta2 lah saya dijauhkan dari sucking up tak tentu pasal. Masa Tan Sri citer pasal tourism kat Malaysia tuh, mmg lah betol that kita ley buat cam Americans are doing. Memang boley... tapi camner.. camner nak wat tuh? Orang kat situ duduk angguk-angguk ajer.. takde geleng-geleng. Me ... senyum lebar dok pikir bout orang2 yang tengah suck up tuh.

Nyways, the next day banyak amek gambar kat DC. Banyak gambar lompat.. nampak perut boroi... but tak kisah, i need to vent! dengan melompat and take lotsa2 weird and not-so-decent pictures! ngehehe!!

I've been tagged...

I've been tagged by ELLE

Seven things you plan to do before you die:
1. get my dad a house in the country side.. insya Allah
2. give my mom a fully paid vacation.. insya Allah
3. say sorry to everybody i know in the world... insya Allah [tiru jajan]
4. take care of kak chik.. insya Allah
5. get married... insya Allah
6. bertaubat... .. insya Allah (wow)
7. get a very secure job so i can do all the above... .. insya Allah

Seven things I cannot do:
1. say no when people ask.. especially starbucks related stuff
2. cover emo.. slalu emo...
3. resist tempatations... food, drinks, guys
4. get a freaking good grade for S.A.D
5. get a AA grade for Spped of Bethoven heavy...
6. be devoted or committed.. just not right now
7. have a clean room for a 2 days...

Seven things I can do:
1. Cook NASI LEMAK punya nasi.. like awesome giler!
2. SWIM.. ajan and elle cant..
3. tango..well a bit lah
4. set bola untuk Jebat...
5. take care of the car.. Pian takley!
6. Pull an all-nighter.. not sleep the whole night
7. Turn people on.. yumm!

Seven celebrity crushes:
1. Johnny Depp
2. Jude Law.. all the way baby!!!
3. Richard Gere - old hunk.. SeXXXy
4. Mark Walhberg in Boogie Nights...
5. AJ McLean.. yeah that guy from BSB.. dah dah get off my case!
6. Antonio Banderas.. hunky seexxxy latino..
7. Angelina Jolie... a bit girl on girl vibe

Seven often repeated words:
1. chet
2. oh man...
3. d-uh (sama ngan elle... chet!)
4. muahh muahh...
5. hey u... - certain ppl only
6. Oi, kau ni kan.. suka betol sakitkan hati orang tau..eeee
7. hi, what can i get for you.. - starbucks mode..

Seven things that attract me to the opposite sex:
1. sense of humor.... definitely!!!
2. tall.. being picky sket jerr...
3. can't sing!! ngehehehe
4. have a vision of his future...
5. not too emo driven... please
6. he shows he doesnt care, but actually he does.. but i will think he doesnt care. n right there and then, he'll sweep me off of my feet with the things he does or says..
7. a weird and cocky sense of style... but smart! not too narcissistic - ni dah lebey dari 7 nie

Seven tags go to:
1. Elle - orang memberi, kita memberi balik
2. Pian - troxion.blogspot.com
3. Faiq - kalau Paiq reti baca buatlah
4. Farhanah - kalau tak nangis2 tuh buatlah
5. Ayip B - aaa dah baca blog orang tuh, buat something meh
6. Feruz - u missed my birthday, so here i torture u
7. dD - cause i know u might not like these sort of stuff.. maaf zahir batin~