FUUUUUUCk it

holding a certain position forces u to make decisions.. ppl affected may like em or hate em.. but nonetheless, kena buat decisions gak. So forgive me, for all the freaking decisions yang i've made to make u think i'm fooling around! cause OMG, sakit jiwa nak rasa bersalah for every masam muka there is.. seriously, i dont need another muka masam for the week unless it's mine. it sucks to think that i made orang majuk ngan me.. seriously!! it sucks even more cause u cant taste the WIN since u cant even win ppl's hearts.. it sucks more and more cause the ppl's hearts u want to win are ur friends'... gethat i mean? i shouldnt be trying to please nyone since i've got a ton of self nurturing to do.. but heh, i'm MAN (or girl) enough to admit im wrong and say sorry when i know its my fault... but this is my blog and i want to VENT.. oh man, i sound so bitter..
NAWAAAAAAAAAAL.. u got my list of 10 things why it's sooo COOOL to be ija right...

FUCK IT