No idea, no clue

Mysteriously dissapeared all the cash are... but not really. Galak lagi shopping PADAN MUKA!!! But it's okay, i've been in this situation before.. ngehehe!!

Anyways, I am now a part time student FOR REAL! Kalau tak aritu illegal ajer kat US nie.. hehe.. i have to ace my EITI now kalau nak dapat good grade. Skali dapat B kong lah saya...

Recently, ada this debate about the word tired. It's freaking funny sometimes to debate about such a lame issue that people use as an excuse. I guess I'm lame too cause i use that excuse numerous times... Talking about tired, my gosh.. dari Friday tak henti2 buat menda...

Friday: Woke up really early, went to EITI, played pool with Azfar (AZFAR MAIN TIPU), went to Phantom of the Opera which was really awesome and I had 2 wonderful dates sitting on my both sides.. (thanks nawaal sbb tak pergi, ngehehehehe!!!).. went to Denny's, yummy apple-cinnamon pancake.. a lil rendezvous that night...

Saturday: early morning exercise.. volleyball, ROJAK! performance meeting, dance practice till 630pm, RPI vs Colgate hockey game till 915pm with Elle and Taroi, cheesecake hunting at RAHPS till 1030pm, Diner hunting with Elle which ended at Subway and DD, shower cause smelled like smoke, lil rendezvous with yours truly...

Sunday: woke up really early cause terrible sleep on Saturday, dance practice from 1 to 7pm at West Hall, work at Starbucks from 730pm to 230pm, Mr. Eli sent me home...

Monday: woke up damn early, 8am after only sleeping for 3 hours maybe... groggy... napped from 12-115pm... worked from 2 to 730pm... hung out for a bit (GOT HUNGRY CRAZY)... got cough syrup with my final 7 dollars at HESS.. went boom on bed as soon as i hit it..

Tuesday: didnt stir at all during sleep.. hehehe.. good good sleep... checked my bank balance, and what the f**k???? jadi ceti lah saya pasni.. ngehehe

i have no idea, no clue right now sebab saya PENAT! MALAS! CANTIK! so random...
muaxaxaxa

i know you are true to me

i miss mr bunch all the time.. i think that's what i'll name my cat after this, so i wont miss mr bunch all that much next time.

decisions.. decisions..
made mine..
it's a no contest decision actually..

between

between what i want and what i need... can somebody help me choose..
should i choose what i want, which doesn't give me what i need
or
should i choose what i need, which slowly becomes what i want

and if i choose one over the other, how can i be civil bout it..

Valentine's Day

Have been totally sick for a whole week and still not recovering. This is driving me insane! But no worries I guess, I have Azfar and Nawaal taking care of me (awww how sweeet)..

Tuesday, 2/14 was Valentine's Day. This year, I have many Valentines...

1. Ellias
2. Taroi
3. Julie
4. Elle
5. Nawaal
6. Ajan
7. Adilah
8. Cik E.
9. Ipeng
   

Maksudnya, I received and gave (going to give) something to them in the spirit of friendship.. how sweet... muahaha. But as Nawaal hears from me everyday, ada sorang ajer I want as my Valentine... huhu.. but both of us got sick. But ada lah gak spent time ngan dia a lil bit.. now i miss him already...

I got a rose from Julie. Got a vase of flowers and cough drops from Cik E. Taroi gave me matching pinggan, mangkuk and cawan and also socks. Ellias gave Romance from Ralph Lauren. Some mysterious dude who I think might be my favorite D gave me a surprise card (very surprised one maa). The rest dapat this Saturday...

This Saturday, the girls and I are going to Koto, a Japanese steakhouse to celebrate post Valentine. Mr. Bunch is coming back on Sunday, so cant wait to see him. And hopefully, along the weekend I could go ice skating.

A good week... and a FREAKOUT!

Pretty much a good week.. got nice comments throughout the whole 7 days bout my mood. Yeay!! I had the most fun yesterday though...

mula2 i had a friend visit me. i was sick the whole time though but like he realizes.. :( later at night, i went to the freakout!!! WOOhoo!! Freakout or RPI Big Red Freakout is one of Rensselaer's most colorful traditions. Fans dressed in red, paint their faces, and bring colorful banners to cheer on the hockey team.

At first I didnt have tickets although I so badly wanted them.. luck was just on my side I guess. I know this guy (who is so cute cause he blushes a lot) who had an extra ticket and asked me to go with him along with his friend from Brown (the team RPI played against at Freakout and happily trashed!). So so so much fun.. a little girl gave me a red foam hockey mask. My friend said it was because she liked me.. :-p later, went to hang out at his house and gotten to know the culture of orang putih lak freaking out. Had a really really nice time (tom and julie knows what this means a bit, I guess).. la la la.

I got home and met up with Nawaal.. bothered Julie and Tom a bit, then went out with the 2 of them to this house on 15th street. Guess what I did there? Falling asleep every 5 minutes despite trying to hold on to a conversation.. Finally got home at almost 3 in the freaking cold weather.. ate nasi lemak, watched a bit of stigmata and boom tidoo! Guess where I fell asleep... On Nawaal's bed! WOOhoo... cian minah sorang tuh! Ni baru bangun and no voice at all.. no voice.. tekak sakit like shit.. shit is brown and brown is shit (LXa's chant)...

Ballroom dancing was again, so much fun! A bit freaku sometimes, but fun! Going to the 2pm informational today to check out the teams.. they're gonna be so pretty dancing and stuff.. and then i have a dance practice with the girls for AAW performance.. i hope it'll be great.

Closing note: I like somebody but then growing a liking towards another somebody.. like really a lot... sheesh..

All the shimmers and dazzles.. the roughies and the toughies..

It was a definitely full weekend for me and weekend for me started on Thursday. Although I had classes and meetings on Friday, it had been a good day, so it was like an off day for me.

Out of nowhere, most of the Very Important People (VIP) in my life, kinda touched my life either on Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Either a boy or a girl. Either a message on my many messengers, a phone call (or even a missed call), an sms, a casual hi, a daring look, and even a photo glance.

Down the weekend lane, I spent mountful of cash on "benda duniawi", talked trash and talked of stars, danced the merengue and a little rumba, went out on dates with girls and boys, took kiddie pictures for a valentine card, roughen out the night to accompany a girl with her homework, woken up by an annoying phone-searching-buzz, ran a couple of miles, paraded in countless number of shoes, freaked out by the many greek letters, licked the sweet tasting envelope stickers, pressed the many alphabet keys on the phone, getting vibrations from an endless stream of messages, tossing and turning on my own bed and on a futon-like thing, eating stale mac and cheese with sambal bawang, debated over songs, fixed the closet, bitched and being bithed upon, being a smartass, getting smartass comments, nachos (once baru)..... just to name a few things down the weekend lane that is. And yet through and through, I've found out that I loved, I love, I will love.. I missed, I miss, I will miss.. the many many things I did.

I bow down to the shimmers and dazzles as the confetti shower on my head...
I look up to the roughies and toughies as the many rocky bumps I tread on...
And I say to myself, "Hey, life goes on."

I am at work at the moment... I love talking and joking around with Scott, doing the dishes with Bryan, gossipping with Renee, watching Mary stock up.. and the so many other people here... nyways, on a more chirpier note, im gonna put up the piccies from my shoe shopping round... later cause takde camera... and nanti one day, i wanna put up a graduation present list.. so u people who are my friends, choose one and gimme okay? Ngehehe

This is the valentine piccie i took for somebody really speacial. Love him to death...

A full Thursday.. and a nice Friday

Thursday was a good day.. so so lah.. a bit creepy here and there, but all in all a nice day. I woke up early and prepared my so-called resume.. and then went to see Calvin Ong, who was an Intel representative. He talked about job opportunities in the US and a transfer option to go back home to work either in Penang, Kulim or Cyberjaya. Right after Intel, I had a group meeting with my EITI group.. lousy meeting cause it dragged for so long. Finally we came up with a dumb idea... hehe.. j/k.

I had dinner with Ro, @ Sage.. so sweet dia blanjer.. muahaha. After that I went to ballroom dancing club. OMG, so much fun. Got to dance with the cutest latino ever, well second cutest.. wait,no.. third cutest.. hmmm.. yup.. sounds about right. Leslie, the dance instructor was so energetic and funny and vibrant. She taught us how to merengue, rumba and a lil bit of swing. I love merengue the best so far... Nari ngan Juan.. omg, so cute! He has a villain look on his face but then he smiles, and hehe cair...

Nyways, right after, I went home to get ready to go to 100 Days Till Graduation gathering.. main pool the whole time and i sucked so bad... fun fun fun... Right after that, I got home again and went out to study for my EITI class... haha, studylah sangat.. i think Julie ajer kot paham.. muahaha!



- Julie, Elle, Ija - Elle, Nizal, Ija - Ija, David (Elle terselit kat belakang)-

Previously, ada GongXi Raya celebration.. so ada a lil bit piccies here...



Again, Elle and Ija... and new one, Maza and Ija..



My greatest accomplishment as a nasi minyak chef wannabe.. 4 dulang of nasi minyak, wonderful bright colors.. if you zoom in, you'd see the nasi minyak is yellow, cream, blue, pink, and green in color with raisins on top... but sedaaapp woo.. I had the best team of nasi people to cook it... ngehehe!

Indahnya bahasa

Tak rasa ke bahasa Malaysia ni indah sangat... sampai apa pun dicakap, semuanya indah indah sangat? Paling syok sesetengah orang ada lak talent untuk merosakkan bahasa ni. Sebab tu lah ada phrase "Sedap mulut".. memang sedaaaap sangaaaaat!

Sometimes certain people leaves me wondering how many red carpet treatments they should really get. Giving a red carpet treatment often means a lot of thing...

1. He or she is a really good friend and you want him or her to know that you care so you give him or her the celebrity-like attention
   
2. You want to get something out of the treatment you just gave
3. You want an event to go smoothly so everybody's number one in your list
4. Pamper yourself
   

From recent findings, it's better to shush about anything that may bring you joy or sadness. Seriously... just shh. Cause like I mentioned earlier, indah bahasa ni boleh dirosakkan dengan sedap mulut. From recent findings as well, you should never hope for anything in return, especially an ear...

Today: Thursday...

• Intel Talk
• Meeting EITI
• Meeting rahsia ngan seseorang
• Ballroom club
• Darts
  
• Dancing with Stars
• Jillians (if ada orang lain pergi)

nak masak.. tapi malas...

malas

M.A.L.A.S

• dah drop CCNA
• dah tak pergi kelas French II
• tak buat template Iz lagi
• kemas bilik tak pernah kemas
• tak bawa kerete pegi service
• tak kira duit kereta
• buat stock up kat kedai
• simpan rambut panjang
• simpan duit
• study GRE
• bercinta
• dengar orang bebel
• bebel
• pikir panjang

tak elok sebenarnya malas ni. tapi nak buat apa... dah malas... arini kerja, so lagi lah malas! patut pegi career fair, tapi malas gak! patut pegi amek package kat post opis, tapi malas gak.

aritu pi shopping, and then potong rambut... takde gambar lagi.. nnt tunjuk...
Kak Fara, rambut ija cam rambut Faiq.. tp rasanyer rambut dia panjang sket lagi kot...

ok nak mandi.. yang ni je tak malas...