Midwest dah abis

I am so glad that Midwest Games 2004 is over! But my whole contingent blom sampai.. sian derang yang kena delay!

I would like to applaud RPI's contingent. Everybody made my job easy and all of them showed so much spirit and played with all their heart in Minnie. Muah muah.. clap clap!

I am extremely proud of my basketball team especially my captain, Ninie Ninot yang agak saiko. Muah muah... my team is great. I would have not gotten what I got without all of you!! RP-IIIII

All in all, Midwest 2004 for RPI is truly a team's effort. So proud of everybody, luv u all!

Hormones

There comes a time in a leader's period of reign that she feels she is incapable of doing the work.

At the moment, I'm reorganizing the transportation plans for RPI's contingent. I am looking over the hotel and also the cars. I am also trying to get more familiar with the game schedules. Summarizing it all, I am doing my best to be well equipped in order to make sure everything goes smooth.

I'ms scared that things won't work out. I see my fellow friends putting their ass on the field practicing their thing. I truly appreciate and applaud their effort and I really do hope and pray that everything will be paid off once we strut our stuff in wintry Minnesota. The teams and supporters have sacrificed a lot of their time and a hell lot of money to go there! Gosh, I am so sensitive that when I think of their sacrifices it would make me cry! Hahaha...

Today, I dont think I have enough confident to make things go well. But hey, it's not like I'm managing a country right? I hope I have people's support, which I don't feel that much. Hmm... yup, there comes a time and hey that time is now.

MISS

I MISS MY FERUZ!! n her spaghetti n her anak sedara!!

ikhlas nie!!

Vastly

I moved into Sharp Hall 401B last yesterday. I spent two days packing my stuff and I had a total of 12+ very nicely packed boxes. It was fun packing and all but it was hard when certain mementos surfaced. That moment was horrendous! Suka ada, menyampah ada, sedey ada. Then one feeling led to another... aargh. I miss Krel, I miss Naze, I miss Ayet, I miss Chot, I miss Amran, I miss ArifSham. And guess what, I miss Iss the most! Hahaha, bodoh!! No lah, I miss Nana and Pekjah the most!! Can't wait to go back this end of June.. lalala!!!

Ninie's bash

Ninie is officially the 'tangga' and 'air' girl for MASA@RPI 2006 Batch. Happy Besday Banban for the second time. The crowd was smaller today but it was hell a lot more fun! Sorry Ninie kau jadi dough nak buat karipap this year tapi syok gak kan kena telo and cake? Keke... She got a couple of birthday presents from us weirdos... Awww, you turn 21 only once so you get these stuff pun only once. But you can use them a lifetime what? Right right?

Anyway, Midwest is near. Basketball training is going so-so. Never a full attendance. But better laah ada training than yang takde at all. Camner laa nie?? Isk... Dunno what to say! Hopefully esok ada lah batang hidung muncul kat 87 gym tuh!! BTW, Spurs and Lakers game today was spectacular. You never know what will happen laa! One second also can turn everything around. Swoosh!! TABIK!!!

Sleepie time.. goonite world. Take good care.. muahs muahs.. i miss krel n pekjah.

My Prektis

Yesterday, only Maz, Ninie, Gjie and me showed up at practice but it was hella fun!

And yesterday, Banban turned 21!! Happy birthday Ninie, luv u lots!!! Last nite, went to kak Aziah's house to prepare for Grad Dinner.. now i smell like onion!! Ewww! But last nite was fun.. this nite will be more fun gak!

P/s-sorry for yesterday's sad blog. i'm fine i guess

Another dream

I love having people around me. I don't like being alone. But sometimes, things don't go your way. Things didn't go for me last Summer, but it was compensated by a particular person. Well, this coming summer, the same shit is happening all over again, but with a twist. It's the other way round. You think you will be all right, but the fact is you won't. You act so tough outside but inside you are just breaking. But that's just me.

Yesterday, I went with a bunch of Stackwyckians to Newark to send Adilah. Then we went to xxx and Woodbury. It was girls having LOTSA LOTSA fun! Wish we could do more of that. It's college hunn, let's rock on!

Anyway, i was beaten to the bones. I had to wake up the latest at 1030am to go to the movies, but I woke up at 1115am. I woke up early, I swear. But I went back to sleep because I wanted to dream! I had this very disturbing dream of my ex-boyfriend. I found myself thinking about him a lot lately. I guess the main reason is because one of my friends kat RPI nie is so extremely happy with her bf. ELLE LAH TUH!! Hahaha..! But anyway, the dream was a nice dream lah. Everybody was there cause it was his wedding day with his new girlfriend. The setting was so pretty, just the way I planned mine. But the difference was I was not the bride-to-be. All the dreaming I wanted to see what happens in the end. That's why I refused to wake up. But had to sebab Ninie buzz! Hahaha

I dont want to dream anymore! It's useless! But urm it's fun. So let's dream on!

A morning

It's bright and it's early. It's cool outside, a nice day ahead definitely. At least let's hope it to be. As this Friday rolls, RPI will end it's Spring session. Summer starts pretty soon, can't wait!

A recap, I got a ticket for speeding last Tuesday. And I also got a ticket for a broken brake light, which was later dismissed by this oh-so-cute n os-so-nice-smelling police officer. Sayang nyer dia tempang. Date to be in court: June 1, 2004. One day after balik dari Midwest, and also the day Nawaal balik Mesia. BABAI!!!!

Julie, Ninie and I planned Elle's birthday which was celebrated last Wednesday at kak Eita's house. Everybody wore red and it looked so fab! Elle was supposed to wear pink, or something other than red but she was so degil and sibuk nak tiru Nawaal and Adilah. Urghh... Julie, Ninie and I cooked spaghetti earlier. What Julie doesn't know is that when she ran upstairs to change and take the pyrex, I secretly added black pepper to the sauce! Haha, now not a secret anymore!!! BTW, FYI I got the ticket for speeding masa nak pegi survey cake Elle!! Elle, kalau kau baca ni tengok lah pengorbanan aku... wakakakkaa!! tapi ikhlas so no biggie! Kak Eita made popia with the help of Kamek, Nad Z, Kak Siti and Linda. YUMMY!!! We had cake, tembikai, chips and drinks. In the end, takde saper larat makan aiskrim kiterang beli! Chet!!!

In addition, we got Elle a very exciting present. Suka kan? Kekeke!! We took a lot of pictures, you can see them here.. here... here...

Ok.. nak get ready pi main bball!! Midwest is nearer n nearer!

I'm in love

I did something new today. I drew. I drew my hand. It's recognizable as a hand, so that means I'm not bad. Sucky still, but not that bad.

Today is pretty tiring. CANOS murdered my summer spirit, urgh. Work was hell boring! I had no customers at all.. I miss them. But that was when I started drawing.

I just got home, and I thot of my buddies in Malaysia. I love them so much. Then I started to draw one of them, but it turned out to be a total different person. The guy I drew looked so weird, but I was drawn into that image myself. I scribbled here and there, erasing and making lines, and gazed on. I might be in love with this drawing, which would categorize me into the wall of weird of Ija-dom. Oh well...

Relationship? Had enough of lovey dovery mushi-mushi affairs already. Take a break, right here right now. Urghhh... i have my drawing, pathetic kan?

caffeine

caffeine kicking in... tra la la la. why caffeine? why?? urgh... stupid caffeine. it shouldn't be caffeine. i shouldn't resort to this substance. no one should. last minute workers = weirdos = me. it shouldn't be caffeine. it should have been dedication, realization and also determination. and oh of course, some sleep!! not barking red eyes in the morning. NO!!! it shouldn't be caffeine! shouldn't be.

why not caffeine?
-- makes you go to the loo every 10 minutes -- makes your head go cuckoo every 20 minutes -- makes ur body slothful-like every 40 minutes -- makes you write something in your blog at least once, which is rather distracting especially since u know u have an exam in about 6 hours --

caffeine hangover -- shouldn't happen!! why? cause it shouldn't be caffeine in the first place.