Week after week

Hey hey hey.. lalala

Green Day last Monday was truly orgasmic. They were sooo cute.. adorable... especially the part BJ Armstrong was -you-know-what (aaaah). It was a good first concert for me..

Anways, papers and presentations bertimbun like always. Nothing new
MASA Volleyball progressing like always, slow but steady. So good lah tuh. People dah tau the calls and we practiced rotation. Kena improve first ball and alertness.
MASA Committee will dibubarkan July 1. Sedey.. we're a bunch of happy and weird people.
Cik Ivan akan balik negara dia soon.. sedey..

Talking bout Ivan, BYU will play kot dalam championship sat lagi. OMG, hope so! Ivan Perez is sooo cute!! Yumm... cam mamat Photohunt. tsk. Lalala.. anyways, Batista pun best. As in cara main.

What's getting me excited these days? Dunno.. have been eating and smiling a lot. especially the smiling part. I had a 3 or 4 people saying that everytime they see me, i'd be smiling. Not there's anything wrong with that, but they want to know what makes me happy. Hmm... i dont know. tak sedar pun asyik senyum.

Oh well.. lalala.

weekend fun

i had tons of fun in Cortland.. best best best!! I wacthed the guys play volleyball and hung out with them. Borak giler ngan Tracy.. so much fun.. kiterang dua asyik2 lapar sajer.. n malam tuh lepak ngan two American drunks - jared n red.. huhu...

the next morning main volleyball.. OMG, memula main cam sial. but masa semifinals tuh main hebat giler.. semua orang macho.. i skinned by elbow.. burned it actually. ouch...! n then hentak kaki kuat giler kat lantai sampai bengkak.. adus!! skang ni badan sengal sengal.. but i spent the rest of the night reading Angels n Demons - Dan Brown yang dari summer lepas tak abis.. oooh best giler!! Best cam Da Vinci gak no doubt. but thats for me laa

*remind me to get myself a copy of the Da Vinci Code - con cakap dah tak publish*

Today patut pegi concert Green Day. I dont know if i wanna go really. saya rasa malas sungguh... but i will...

Aight... a new week.. HELL WEEK to be precise

*GOIng back to Malaysia this June..... like awesome! not really.. pst

je faineante

fed up... fed up... fed up.. j'en ai marre. freaking freaking fed up...
imagine... titon, pusing kiri, titon lagi, *smack*, titon, *smack*, pusing kanan...
then... up up no call? fed up sungguh..

Ivan ...

Ivan Perez... *droooool* bukan sebab dia hot ke apa, just because he looks like this guy i know. hehehe... since tak dapat jumpa orang giler tuh, tgk tv pun jadilaah... to his lookalike..

Anyways.. here's out ABCD yang Nawaal suka sangat ungkit
A - atrSsfkHahfaOle
B - hdsakBuIhhtbbmasaCh
C - lokcasaoasaCasaKsaummmjcioiteffasedr
D - oidperIkckLeeeicasaKhmer

So translate sendiri...

Malam smalam i talked to my friend bout my I.P.. hahaha it was so funny. he wants the best for me.. n we talked and talked. weird cause baru ajer kenal this friend of mine but dah comfy giler to talk about stuff yang tak pernah cakap ngan orang lain, even dengan Elle ka Julie ka Nawaal ka Ipan ka.. kekeke.. so funny! o well...

This weekend: VOLLEYBALL REGIONALS... whee! cant wait

BTW, telecommunications for biz bosaaaan! dunno if can score or not but so so bosan maaaa..

Lastly, Ivan Perez is sooo cute!

scratching post

so the week ended with an asshole comment... "it seems i'm everybody's scratching post"

it is so superficial, seems unreal even. you have a friend who bitches about another. and you have the other bitching bout the other. so they are bitching about one another. it makes you think, so when they get together, they bitch about me. so that makes sense right? hmm... oh well. it's funny to me.

another thing that strikes me this week is how shy and sappy you can get when u really really like somebody. geezzz

and today takes me on a wild ride thinking about my team. last semester i was a total jerk + bitch for getting on everybody's throat. this semester, i made sure i am not emotionally challenged. i think i managed well. i see my fellow mates coming to practice and scramble for the ball. wow, i said. so i put in as much as i could... n trying to be a team player, i didnt get mad at ppl, i just say it nicely. it works so much better. funny thing is, people cant do the same. not saying im good or nything, but i dont think i'm too good of a team player. i dont deserve any coaxing or any uplifting comments... ppl just leave. wow, i said. wow.

n tonight, i have to go to a meeting for my class and i have to see this guy. i made this guy hate me... not deliberately though. how can i make this guy mad at me 3 times in a semester? wow, i said. nawaal bebeh, i think i'll hold the B now.. make that a capital B and bolded and underlined.

sheesh.. this week ends.

have to stop

aritu i told elle to help me out with something... which is to stop liking musang-san. heh... but no more cubit-cubit!

nways, friday aritu tiring amat!! totally blurred out. Khamis tuh masak nasi lemak 2 kampit beras.. OMG!! memang bau lemak sungguh after that. and then ponteng telecom untuk jual nasi lemak. i am proud of menjual cause i think i sold a lot. n everybody else pun hebat jugak.. GOOD JOB! n then went to WWWW to antar Julie n Nawaal nyer nasi lemak as well as to kasi musang-san a caramel pudding. Saya rasa saya sungguh sweet --> hehehe... and then balik ke union to sell more nasi lemak. Thanks Chemek for abiskan penjualan caramel pudding..

at AGD tourney, we lost our 3pm game.. my bad. i played like shit! after that i walked home, altho ach offer naik keter. i dont want laa.. i wanted to walk... it was a nice day, so better la to walk... n then prepare gi meeting MASA and discussed bout Midwest.. (again)... and then balik colonie n then gi AGM... Alhamdulillah tak jadi Prez... i dont think ppl voted for me pun.. muahahahaha!!! who would want a girl right?? especially me.. muahaha

nways, after AGM gi AGD... won our midnite game. then i makan nasi lemak.. n then tido kat kaki jebat while derang main bluff... n then sejuk giler... n then main kol 3am. i was so retarded.. rob and bob ada masa tuh, thanks peeps...

after kalah yang tuh we all balik.. YEAY!! n then nx morning bangun awal to jaga booth volleyball club kat union. then i did something else tak ingat apa..

sajer nak recap.. lain kali tulis something intellectual lak...

cemiss ceco cemu

new new new

"PU has a hot bod... " - quotes from people i know. Hahahaha.... tsk..

lately things have been chaotic. relationships with certain people are like *kambing*. i've been a total bitch with everybody yang nak pergi midwest cause i've been asking for money. but like how, i have to. so sorry peeps. last year, this thing didnt happen cause we had MSD to help us out. but not this year people. so yeah... me = a bit bitchy... like harun cakap, "Tau takper".. heh, thanks Harun!

so nways, the pope died. yeah, a good man died. altho i am not catholic, doesnt mean that i have to be happy somebody other than a muslim died. especially a big guy in the church like him. heh.. but i'm not devastated either. for me.. it's just 'Oh well, he's an old guy. let him rest in peace...'

consistency and performance: 2 important things that heidi underlines to maintain good relationships. i agree with her...
consistency: being consistent in communicating and delivering.
performance: being responsive to communication and deliverance.
i dont think i'm consistent and have been performing with a few people i know. so it sucks.
but i know some people who aren't consistent and certainly not performing with me.. so it sucks.
and i know this just wear it person who is only consistent and performs well whenever he/she needs it... this sucks the most!!!

j'en ai marre.........

geez

niahtah ot nala, leel, jana latetrans damen pycrap in.. lamsema kosai kets os paa rangko latetrans ut damen pekmere jera. rysor!!

lamsema mca doga anng rango.. deyse... pita nake tands pu! adi leytak kasu tiha rica rango labi adi kna. tsk

westmid kna katde in. rango nyakba lombe yarba itdu takun telho anng porttrans.. tsk... sauri in. kna terregis in. haha

lamsem ip ngokte ins tyci.. best!!! pita doterti... hahahahamuaa....

Pansy.... j'en ai marre

sepet

me wanna watch sepet...
cam sungguh kiut.. smalam tak abis tengok sebab derang dah packing...

now tgh tgk nusantara 2005.. awesome one maa!! hehehe
nways,

ankesi tka rango angy nakandigu..
nonko taka wanka..
mca ktauta jera paa atbu id kangbela...
ludu rango kasu rango cohke... curhan giaankebaha rango ludu
kangs in paa aht taceri ruba...
rango kta cohke sama damen lik2 rango atbu.. kta bacu npu kna cauka giaankebaha rango inla...
perna kna nake atbu tka rango??? adu lika kla ut... mmmmh....
arlabi... arlabi... arlabi...
wanka tapte wanka.. no grudges plz