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She decided to wear a green baju kurung. Yes, green. A color which doesn't suit her, so she thinks. She had her hair half tied up. She had a huge suitcase with her. Of course, she's going back home for the summer. She had to bring almost everything for the 2 months stay. She felt like she's going on a vacation at a faraway place, which she calls home. How ironic?

Her friends dropped her off at the airport. She had two other people going home with her. At least it wouldn't be a lonely trip, she thought. As they entered the gate to their carrier, she began to wonder, who the hell is going to pick her up in KL? Aargh!

The full day trip truly took the energy out of her. She bid her other two friends goodbye at KLIA. "Will see you guys soon okay? Muaaxxx!", with a kiss and a hug she bid them off. Then, she was all alone. She didn't want to go home.

There she was, standing alone in the middle of the arrival hall, looking sweet and innocent in her green baju kurung. She had the cash if she wanted to go anywhere she wanted, but her heart didn't feel the desire to. She would be a very bad daughter if she didn't go straight home. Oh well. She started to walk to Budget's counter to get a ride anyway.

Being in KLIA was hard enough for her. She remembered the dream she had the night before. It terrified her, sucking any enthusiasm she had about seeing anyone she loved. The dream was so vivid, as if it was really happening.

She recalled, she came home from a very long road-trip with a bunch of her friends. In her room, he stood in a white shirt and black pants. He hugged and kissed her, saying that he missed and loved her so much. She hugged and kissed him back, feeling the warmth that she recognized. She felt so happy, so overjoyed. It was all that she wanted and she missed.

Then all of a sudden, memories, impulses, thoughts came gushing into her head. Things that she refused to know! But they were too overwhelming. She pushed him gently, while saying Hold On. In her mind, there was a clear picture of the past and the present. She loved the past. She wanted the present. Hold on she said to him one more time. She thought about the past and the present. She doesn't feel that there was a future though. Then she looked at him one last time before turning to her right into the long hallway that may lead to no where.

Yes, her dream put things in perspective for her. But never in her life she felt weak and useless. She knew she had to be strong. She is trying her best to put everything behind, and she is actually succeeding at it. However, being in KLIA makes her a nervous wreck.

Her ride was ready. She was finally on her way back home. She arrived, but no one was there. She got herself in with ease. She put her bags in her room and decided to take her mom's car for a spin. She was still in her green baju kurung. Her hair is long, passing her shoulders. She looked nice, she thought. She had a box of brownies with her. She wanted to give it to someone. So she drove there....

The house seemed gloomy, she thought. She parked by a bin, a place she never liked. She stepped out in her green baju kurung and paved her way to the front door. She knocked and gave salam. The door flung open, and a kid greeted her. She didn't recognize the kid. The kid yelled out, mommy! Then her mommy came, a face she did recognize. The mommy called out her mommy and the big mommy came. The big mommy smiled at her, she felt good. She said that she just arrived and she brought her some brownies. As she was talking, she noticed the big mommy was looking at her from head to toe. She doesn't know what the big mommy was thinking so she asked her. The big mommy told her that she looked pretty, very much like a lady. Especially with her long hair. She said thank you. She had to go cause she didn't want to stay long. The big mommy understood. As she turned to leave, a familiar voice called out her name. She didn't turn, but kept on walking. She walked away, just like in her dream.

Two months have past, it's finally time for her to end her vacation at home. She packed her bags, put them in the car and was on her way to the airport. Again, KLIA made it so hard for her. She never cried before. But she cried that day. She thought, will she ever come back?