DAMN

it used to be easy to fall asleep at night knowing that Bandar Baru Bangi is safe from whatever harm. sometimes, i can even go out in the middle of the night to gaze at the moon and stars without feeling like i was being watched by evil eyes. it used to be fun to just lay there on the driveway with my late-cat and discussing world issues with the night breeze softly blowing. back then, babah can just fall asleep without a care in the world. mak can work on her paper knowing that she's safe. alfian and izhal can come home extremely late at night after hanging out with their buddies. mak chak can smoke her rokok daun in the wee hours of the morning (5 am) while waiting for the kettle to boil. kak chik can.. umm, do nothing like always.

but now.... it's not the same. babah would still be up at 2am to make sure that everybody locked their doors and all the windows are shut tight. alfian would also be up at 3am to double check what my dad checked earlier. mak would just go to bed ASAP. mak chak doesnt wake up that early anymore to smoke. kak chik still does nothing though. even myself, i would check the doors and the windows before i go to sleep at about 1am. i would peep behind my curtains to see if there's anything suspicious outside the house, especially near the bushes. then i would go into the kitchen and peep outside to the parking area. i would wake up at 3am every single night (no kidding tau) to peep some more. sometimes i would hear the clankings of steel which suggest that things are crawling through the grills.

my dad installed an alarm system 3 years ago.. he just upgraded it for about RM5000. the Bangi Hill area has 2 on-duty guards every single night to patrol the area. 2 people are not enough for 33 houses and an area of about 1km sq. and to make it worst, the committee, who are made up of volunteers are debating on security issues every single day without coming to any conclusion whatsoever. my dad is one of them.. adoi!!

just imagine, a bunch of working-class professionals, living in a better area of the town, drive around in Mercedes Benz and Beemers, has at least a Masters degree from an oversea institution... they cant even come to terms with one another. they cant have a meeting with an agenda.. adoi, not even a chair person. so yeah, very LIKELY laah to come up with a solution kan. another thing, this so called Bangi Hill committee is not fairly populated.. only men!!! old men!!! supposedly ada a couple of women, but whenever ada meeting, i dont think they are called.

and i bet, surely after every meeting, the committee member would go home and bitch to their respective wives.

NO GOOOOOOOOOOOD!!

for god's sake... your sons and daughters are going paranoid over this PENCURI matter kat BANGI nie... i hate this so much.. i want to feel safe again. i want all these stupid thieves to go to hell.. damn you for not making a decent living! damn you for traumatizing those who wants to go to sleep at night after a hard day at work, earning our living! damn you, damn you, damn you!!