today is my day

1039am: woke up. decided that today will be my day.

i read an article once, freshman year i think. it was about decisions. actually, it was a story. i dont remember how it went but i remember what it wanted to tell the readers. i am guessing it started with a man and a boy? haha, i really dont remember. all i can recall is the ending... which goes a little bit like this, but not actually like this la, a little bit like this

a man can complain/rejoice about his day at the end of the night because he had a bad/good night before or a bad/no fight or a mis/lots of fortune. or he just might be in a bad/good mood to begin with cause he thinks his life is marvelous/miserable. so he talked about his bad/good day to his wife. then he goes to sleep. then he woke up and decided to have a bad day cause mayyybeee he woke up on the wrong/right side of the bed or he woke up remembering all his mis/lots of fortune and thought that he can't/can turn his life around or today is just going to be same as yesterday so why should/shouldn't he look forward to today...

so he woke up and decided to have a bad day.. that's why
what if he woke up and decided to have a good day?
gosh, i am not making sense am i? haha

but the point is... you can wake up any day (if you wake up that is) and go on with your day as it goes. you might win the lottery or get into an accident. you might laugh with your friends or get mad at them for a joke they pull on you. you might be cry out of embarassment when your underwear tag is still there although nobody can really see your panties or briefs... you might curse your heart out when a stranger accidentally bump into you... you might even get a bouquet of flowers in the wee hours of the morning of get stung by a bee...

it might be a good day.. or a bad day..
SO WHAT?
but why would you want to make it a bad day when you can easily have a good day?
haha.. now i know im talking crap.. full "ba wow lam lam shin ya ta..."

but at 1039am today, i opened my eyes.. sat on the bed.. opened my blinds.. stretched my arms... smile at the trees.. greeted the sun... and said to myself, "I'll have a good day today no matter what."

and guess what, i did. today is my day...