antes

"i dont seem to matter then, even less now.. only when faced with a reality that bites, much is left unsaid and undone. the reality is when i turn to my right at night, there's nothing. even though you leave me shaking at the thought of not ever seeing you again, i know in the end, i wouldnt even last in your memory. i would be a tiny speck of yesteryear that was good for then only. it has always been me at fault, and for that i am sorry you've fallen into my curse." - Diba

every little girl dreams to be a princess... to have her own prince charming on a white stallion, galloping together facing the sunset. well, i was a little tomboy.. rough features and manners.. even now i think the idea of a prince charming on a white stallion is ridiculous. even the dream of being a princess is a total whack idea. but being treated as if i were one is still a dream nonetheless... whack, but still do-able.

"Antes del libro cerrar, quisiera contarte que no me gusto su final. " - Antes, Obie Bermudez
- it may not make sense to a certain individual even though he understands each word... i am done being nice to everybody else. i am not going chasing and i am not going to stand and wait.