too much

too much going on right now, and on Friday everything climaxes into this one moment while i was in the stupid car, going back to stupid Colonie, and i picked up Adilah (who's not stupid at all), and urrrghh.. i just saw even from afar... sakit hati.. sebab penipu!! tak suka penipu.. and then ley lagi nampak kat gym, geram sangat. rasa nak spike bola kat muka dia pun ada.. tapi sebab still suka punya pasal, tak sanggup. just bayangkan their faces on the ball while serving it.. benci sangat.. gosh, altho i think about him all day, i dont have to like him right now.. cause i dont at all!!!! buncit ngan buncit, elok laah tuh!

and i hate volleyball too...