in betweens

I guess the morning drill will change for me, starting next Monday, October 16 2006. I am not required to wake up at 5 to chase the 6am train nor do I have to get my so-called makeup on by 630am in order for me to get on the road by 645am, so the traffic jam won’t beat me up inside (as I seem to always appear calm under ‘traffic jam pressure’).

Wednesday, Thursday and Friday will be my “get the brain ready for who knows what life has in store for me” days. Basically, I will be flippy and flirty. I will go buy paint and tools to start my Home Project – “While Ija Was Out”. Being as consistent as possible with the title, it is Afiza who will be doing the painting, looked on by Farhantok, Faiqun and Farish the Fish. ( I do not have multiple personality disorder!)

Looking forward to leaving iP and joining Shell, yeah sure, I can’t wait. I know I was quite bummed out earlier, but I have decided on “for the good of” reasons to go to Shell. Actually, my reasons are not for my own good… none of them (well, except for playing pool). They are based on what people want. In the real world, people would say I’m dumb for doing things for others. But in Afiza world, I would be dumb to make my life more miserable by not doing things for others. So basically, I’m doing what’s good for me lah.. life long chaos and havoc vs calm and serene.

Oh well.. all in all, I still have “While Ija Was Out” to occupy my time. And yeah, I will be damn bored without the glitz and glam of Suria and the magnificent towers.. but I’ll manage as calm and serene as possible.

Glossary:
‘For the good of’ – pertains to noun such as father, mother, brother, auntie, cousin, gas mileage, a guy….